With the exception of a short period in elementary school, I've never really been a "fat girl." This isn't to say that I don't feel insecure about my body, occasionally hate my body, and even photoshop my body to look better in social media posts. I'm what some people might call 'skinny fat,' I wear small sizes and don't weigh much, but I'm flabby and pudgy in places that make me feel insecure. And I think that's what it's really about. Our own unique experiences with our own bodies are all we'll ever REALLY know and understand. How I feel about myself is how I feel. How you feel about your body is how you feel. Some days, I feel like a fat girl. Some days, I love myself. That's my experience, you have yours.
I just looked in the mirror and I'm feeling super anxious about the way I look. I feel large and heavy - big and bulky. I didn't sleep last night, and I am feeling tired. Sometimes I feel ok about my body, but today, I really wish I wasn't so heavy.